small consolation

i feel a little better that the interview status for jobs say "not invited" and not straight up "REJECTED WE DON'T WANT YOU". *sigh*

trying to trust You.

Today,

I lost a little hope. I questioned your timing, wondered why I'm still here and where I"m supposed to be going.

I questioned, today, whether you have heard and will answer my prayers. If you are, then please help me wait. I am quite terrible at that. And today, I was a product of the microwave, instant culture. I can not suffer for long, I've found, if you're not there to support me, to remind me and whisper in my ear that You're still here, Your word still stands, Your promises are still true.

I'm tired of holding on Jesus. Help.