真糟糕!!!

twilight by stephenie meyer. good fast read. total chickflick book. and it's gonna be a MOVIEEE. with a good-lookin guy.

i have so much time here in beijing. that's probably because i'm not studying as much as i should and i'm being a total loner. college has introverted me much.

reading the bro's blog; came across this passage that hit me so much with its honesty that i shed some tears. still wrestling with why this impacted me so:

if you could talk to jesus about one thing...

what would it be?

Am I a fraud?

Or are you pleased with me? If you are, can I hear you say it?

天父啊。