awesomeness!!!
sometimes i feel like i could live this entire life without talking to anyone. i swear i'm growing more introverted everyday. other people make life so MESSY.
doubts, questions, apathy, falling again and again. through it all You shine... what a mystery. don't You get tired of it? I am... when am I ever going to be okay with where I am and what You've decided for me? when am I ever going to learn that I'm supposed to keeping my eyes on You, instead of constantly comparing myself with others? why can't I be CAPTIVATED?
this pride amazes me... never fails to surprise me with what it can do to my life...
Daddy, I need to be in your lap again. I forgot what that feels like.
flip. i need to just let You be You and me be me. what a control-freak i am.
lately, been thinkin a lot about verses that tell me to wait on him, put your hope in Him, argh. patience isn't my strong point. i just want this to be FINISHED. the journey is where you learn the most but ahhh the journey hurts. and frustrates me. and i can't see what's ahead, only what's behind.
stole this from tiff wong b/c it's how i feel:
this is the waiting period in life.
i've never had to wait so long
and i'm not even sure what i'm waiting for
but i'm still waiting cause there's nothing else to do but wait.
ppl here live for each day, and only each day. lives are so empty, work, go party, work, go party. so meaningless... who will go?
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